I hate my work. Sometimes I wonder why I am here. Why I am not a doctor or a musician? Or a pornstar maybe? That would be way cooler than sitting here and deal with my clients sad excuse for ignorance. I could have been doing something nice. Something wonderful. Something I'd really really like, and earn still as much, maybe more. Why do I have to submit myself to the stress of having to do the same thing and say the same lousy line every freakin day? I am no robot, and I am no one's dog either. Who likes to be shouted and cursed at anyway. I miss my old job. But I can't really quit now. I'm already too deep into it, that having to quit means starting from scratch again. Damn. No escape. If I quit, I'll be a freakin bum, and being one is not exactly the healthiest at my age and status. If I don't, I'll die. hmmm! Unfair. What is not anyway? Everything is. The news was on last night. Saw an 8year old die because of empty stomach. Choked me actually. "Stop complaining John. You're not in the position to complain when there are children dying of empty stomach." I stared at the wall, blankly. Then I murmured..."I envy the kid." :roll:
KINGS OF CONVENIENCE- Quiet Is The New Loud KINGS OF CONVENIENCE -
Riot On An Empty Street LEONARD COHEN - I'm Your Man VANILLA SKY - Soundtrack YEAH YEAH YEAHS - Fever To Tell MILES DAVIS - Miles Smiles
